Monday, September 19, 2011

1st time get counseling~ not bad not bad =D

Morning Morning

George came in !!!

with some papers..

n start calling out some students.

what the ****

ask people to pack their bag n follow him..

ohno~

i knew that wasn't something good =(

after 5persons been called..

wow!!

im not in the list!!

phew~~

who knw?

1 of them absent.

then ask me to replace him ??

what the what the what the?!?!

1st 1st tot cham ed..

aii kena buang liao ?

arsii ask us to change school..

nervous!!

christopher was with me..

but luckily

chun siang.. jason.. max.. seng ping n chunwai..

was also been called out 1 by 1.

i feel good.. du lu du lu du~ hahahahaa

went in..

saja nampak wad

"program berlian praaksh"

something like that..

top ada lagi disiplin/counseling

ohno~

ask us to stay there until 1pm!!

from 8am!!

1st 1st

ask us to do alots of childish thing

round a circle

arrange our place with our birthday

sumore wad

2persons

jari penunjuk kanan meet jari penunjuk kanan

terlingga meet terlingga..

SHAME!!

then group us into 5groups 6person/group

1st 1st ask us to choose friends

after that lagi change this change that..

in hokkien we called "ke gang"

==ll

after that

bla bla bla..

stupid question lai liao!!

Part 1

"jika anda ada dalam satu ferry yang besar dengan group members anda.

tetapi ferry itu sudah mau rosak

lepas tu ada 1 kapal kecil..

tapi saja 3orang boleh diterselematkan

siapa yang paling layak to survive/siapa perlu mati

n kenapa"

group us into the group with all the members we don't knw..

how we going to answer ??

don't want to waste my time..

so i said i choose to die..

and ask them discuss theirself..

=D

Part 2

giv us 2 mahjong/papers

ask us to draw our plan sekolah

rule sekolah

and uniform sekolah

1st 1st i though is school rule we want to change..

den i wrote.

1-style rambut sesuka hati

2-boleh membawa barang elektronik ke sekolah

after i wrote these things.

felt weird.

then go ask teacher

teacher kong boleh.

mana tau.

presentation eh time

kar diao us.

ohno!!

double-faced!!

=d

then i run go draw angry birds/pokemon/plants vs zombies/spongebob

with jason!! my drawing..

laugh sei me.

sumore teacher want to keep our papers

maybe fall in love on our drawing ed.. hahahahahaha

at the end..

lagi ask us work hard..

to get those 6bookmarks

duno what.

teacher will notice ur attitude.

den slowly giv u the bookmarks 1 by 1

until u get the last colour-white

then u get ur freedom.

==ll

Programme counseling not bad too

ada air-cons

ada free nasi lemak/karipop/mineral water

Never knw school treat dimerit high eh students aneh good eh.

hahahahaa

aiya..

that's all for this post..

enjoy ur day.

and sorry for my broken english/grammar mistake

=D

Friday, September 16, 2011

我也不想的好吗??

为什么为什么为什么!!!

我用了很多方法想让自己快乐

有时我以为我成功了

和朋友玩乐的时候

觉得可以把一切东西忘掉

不去在乎

也不去烦恼

但是

每当一个人独处的时候

脑海就会浮现很多很多的画面

不管怎样都压抑不住

弄到自己真的快奔溃了

很想要大声地喊出来

很大声哭出来!!!

我已经很久没有感觉到真真的快乐了!!!

Monday, September 12, 2011

ARGHH!!

以前form 2很多痘痘

然后都被医好了

而今年年头

突然又生了一点点..

就很怕说会生到像以前这样严重

就跑去看医生

用医生的药

但是医生的药

不适合我吧

头头开始会痒

然后就回去问他

但他说不用紧

就这样继续用

然后现在问题就出来到完了

现在想回去

如果以前我没有这样心急

现在也不会搞成这样吧

现在我能怎样

已经接受治疗2个多月了

情况也没有什么好转

难道我一辈子都要这样吗??

很多人都说

什么好好读书啊

有钱就有很多人喜欢之类的

就算我真的很有钱

这样

那人

喜欢的是我的钱

还是我啊???

如果说

一个帅的 和一个丑的

跟你搭讪

你会答复谁

不要跟我说什么会看形象谈吐的东西

一个性格很好

但是长得像野兽

你会喜欢??

看看facebook的世界你就懂

帅哥美女来留言

必回无疑

张得抱歉一点的来搭讪

就说人家恶心

在来

你有看过人家去搭讪丑的人吗??

没有吧??

这是现实世界

你不活在戏剧里面

事情没有你想象中美好!!

你还相信得了内心比外表重要吗??

可能你会看到很多人都会post什么

内在美比外在美重要

可能很多人都了解这个道理

但是真真这样做的又有几个??

现在这样的皮肤

真的很辛苦

很多我喜欢做的事情都不能做

年头本来和朋友一起说想买webcam

喜欢到处乱乱去吃

爽爽就去pasar malam买东买西

运动

到处乱逛

现在什么都不能了

一直要戴着那个死人口罩

热到半死

有时又很难呼吸

要戴到几时!!

就连谈一个恋爱也比别人没信心

我讨厌我现在的自己!!

我不想再这样下去了!!

我快受不料了!!